Your progress isn’t slow…you are fighting back instincts that have saved your life and may or not be needed again. I was invited to a get together a few weeks ago. I showed up. Everybody is drinking. Dude pulls out a pistol for “show and tell.” I’m like “hey man, maybe not here.” Another guy starts flagging people and the owner assured me that the Gun is unloaded. I told him I’ve seen better men than me lose their jobs for less than that not including the number of people I’ve MEDEVACd for ND/ADs. We’re all trying to fit in with a society I wouldn’t trust to mow my fucking grass. Why can’t I just win the goddam lottery…?
Your progress isn’t slow…you are fighting back instincts that have saved your life and may or not be needed again. I was invited to a get together a few weeks ago. I showed up. Everybody is drinking. Dude pulls out a pistol for “show and tell.” I’m like “hey man, maybe not here.” Another guy starts flagging people and the owner assured me that the Gun is unloaded. I told him I’ve seen better men than me lose their jobs for less than that not including the number of people I’ve MEDEVACd for ND/ADs. We’re all trying to fit in with a society I wouldn’t trust to mow my fucking grass. Why can’t I just win the goddam lottery…?